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title: .... well, like many of you knew about it already.. my grandpa passed away on sat, 21/02/09 @ 5am. yes all of us are very sad... extremely sad.. though doctor had already told us to be prepared.. and though we already are prepared, but still... you know, those kinda feelings... i never had those before.. i finally understand how others feel when someone close to them died. hmm, really saddening. worse thing is he wasn't even a member of tjc. haihhh~ my gong2 died due to 3rd time heart attack. i think that's he's very strong.. very... he survived the first two time heart attack.. a lot died from first heart attack.. somemore my gong2 got cancer in his bladder.. thats why, doc giv him heart disease's med, will cause side effect in his bladder.. a lot problems lah.. see him lying there in the hosp bed for 1 week.. that kind of face. really pathetic. i'd rather him go than to live n suffer.. better if he's a member of tjc. no regrets.. its all too late for now. my popo is the saddest one.. throughout my gong2's stay in hops that 1 week, she goes to hosp everyday, couldn't sleep, couldn't eat, insomnia, no appetite.. haih see her like that also kesian.. now also kesian her.. she's all alone now.. she said tat she's so sad, couldn't ask gong2 to eat med anymore, couldn't cook for him, couldn't scold him, couldn't nag him, etc etc etc... the funeral is in our house, coz my grandparents stay with our family one. the house that all my aunties uncles grew up, the one that has a history of few decades.. hmm... tats why in our house, and they superstitious say gong2 at hosp wanna go home, so let him be at home lo.. fyi, all of our relatives are buddhist, even my gong2 himself. thats why the funeral is buddhist style.. damn smelly, those incense smell. then a lot paper thingy, car, karaoke set, mahjong, servants, house, etc... one word for them lah, WASTE MONEY!!!! somemore got what ritual... damn bising... i hide inside room with the earphone on my ear. hahaha good good cannot hear them.. *to those buddhist reading this, sorry no offence.* somemore all my aunties uncles stayover mah.. they sampat lah, i personally think they think too much.. they say at nite can hear inside my grandparents' room's toilet can hear some sound lah.. then those sleep outside, say got wad cold wind lah... bla bla bla... wu liao~ think too much.. somemore is own close family.. scared pi ar. lols. sampat de lah.. kinda miss gong2 lo... sadddd :( whenever my popo walk pass the coffin, she'll look at the pic infront of it.. she like talkin to herself lo, she say something like... she met gong2 when she's 16. then together till now.. been through a lot together.. very she bu de.. listen d also wanna cry hor. haihhhh... when gong2 pass away tat moment in hosp, my xiao shu, xiao gu, and 2 gu were there.. they stayed overnight there... then they were there when he pass away lo. then call my parents go... they say my mummy cry till almost faint d.. my gong2 very sayang mummy one... though not his own child.. mummy also very good to gong2.. their relationship really very good. i admire that. i wish i'm like that too with my parents-in-law next time.. heheheh.. really nice... so sad 2jie wasn't here to see gong2 last time.. when she back have to go the graveyard to see d lor.. anyway, not much thing to say. ciao |
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