Sent Ted off at the airport today..
25 days had passed so quickly.
Within a blink of eye, he's already gone.
Will be counting down 1 month and 2 weeks till I see him again.
And then he's leaving to UK for studies.
Will be there at least two years.
Oh dear, what am I gonna do without you here with me?

Today when I looked into his eyes and tell him goodbye,
my eyes went red, but I held back my tears, him, too.
I can't bear to part with him.
We're inseparable.
But, this is something we can't control.
I don't have a choice here.
Sometimes I really wish we were older.
I would get married and be with him.
Forever.
That's what I want. Honestly.
And I'm really missing him so much.
I teared while waiting for the bus back to Cyberjaya
while texting with him.
And when I reached home I just jumped into my bed and cry.
I miss every single thing of ours.

Spent the whole night myself. (of course texting with ted.)
Feeling so empty...
That kind of feeling, it's undescribable.
Seriously. I feel so.... ugh.
Anyway he doesn't like me to see my so sad.
It make him suffer.
And therefore, I'll be okay, get back to my feet
and counting down till I see him again.
Will cherish every moment together while we still have the time spend together. :)

I'll be waiting for you to come back from UK,
no matter how and what, I'll be right there.
The moment you touch down, the first person you gonna see is me.
You surely will be missed when you're gone.
Your absence can kill me.
But knowing the fact that you're coming back for me makes me happy. :)
I know you will, and you know we will be together again soon.
These two years let us study hard and by the day when we graduate together,
there's a new stage of life waiting for us.
Which we would be spending together.
Come back with a Tiff and co ring ya :D
Heh, kidding. I really can't wait to say 'I do.'