can i rant about anything right here?

don't think so cos they'll be a lot ppl that's reading this
which i don't want them to know about.
sigh, i wish i could.
just screw everything and run as far away as i could.
i hate the feeling right now.
i hate the hurt i had last night.
i hate crying so hard.
i hate the feelings i feel that u don't even care.
i hate everything!
last night for one moment i really wish i could
throw all my phones away
and smash my laptop and everything i could fine.
i wish i can drink and get drunk and just
effing forget everything.
really F F F everything.
my goodness. its crazy isn't it?
woke up this morning.
having swollen eyes isn't the best thing.
and gawd, i still feel awful.
like WTF? i seriously don't know.